"WE ARE AMERICANS, TOO!": Campaign Highlights Struggles & Contributions of Disabled Americans Within Communities; Promotes Healthcare, Human Rights

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In the coming weeks, Marie's story will be told as part of the "We Are Americans, Too!" Campaign.

The Missouri Baptist Convention and the Southern Baptist Convention -- as advocates of the Sanctity of Human Life -- will be asked to take a role in the promoting healthcare and human rights for disabled Americans.

We look forward to their participation ....

More to follow this week.

Sunday Update! Covenant Conversations - Another Attack, Delivery Suspended; Missouri Baptist Convention Asked to "Dissolve the Covenant" on April 14

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UPDATE TO PROGRESS REPORT (which follows):

Conversation on the Dissolution of Covenant

Latest Update: Sunday, March 22, 2009 about 10:00 pm
Next Postings over Several Days: Monday - Wednesday, March 23 - 25!

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As she shared with friends her letter to Micheal Whitehead, the Missouri Baptist Convention attorney (see #2 in Progress List below), one friend interrupted to ask:

"But, Marie, you have declared the Covenant with Southwest Baptist University and First Baptist Church of Bolivar as 'long-since and obviously broken' and asked for restitution/restoration, reconciliation (of fellowship), and then dissolution of the Covenant?"

"Yes," answered Marie, "Shouldn't this be done in an orderly manner? I am not an oath breaker. It is they who repeatedly broke Covenant. Even after exhaustive efforts, they refused to hear me or my petition for ..."

"But," the friend broke in once again, "Maybe they don't even understand what a covenant is?"

Marie laughed, as others smiled, but her friend stood firm, insisting: "Are you sure they even know what a covenant is?"

"Please don't take offense, I appreciate you counsel, as always ... but what you are saying is impossible. How can they claim to be Christians and not understand what a covenant is?" Marie asked, incredulously. By definition, they are in Covenant relationship with Christ and through Him to other believers in the Body."

"Yes, but, they [at First Baptist Church in Bolivar and Southwest Baptist University] are 'institutional organizations' ; they aren't in covenanted relationship with one another. They're more like a collection of believers; they come and go as they please. Maybe they don't understand the rights and responsibilities of the covenanted partnership."

"Honestly, that's a bit ridiculous. How can they even be a church or a church-related university if they aren't covenanted to one another?"

"Maybe that's the problem. Maybe you need to explain it to them."

"You're kidding ... right? They even call each other family! Are you sincerely suggesting that I have to explain what a covenant relationship is ... to a Christian university and a church?!"

"Maybe, while you are at it, you ought to explain who Jesus is," another friend chimed in, which broke the tension, as several lighthearted snickers faded into an uneasy silence.

Her friend continued, earnestly: "Marie, hear me. If it had been one of us, wouldn't you have charged in there, counted down the claims to their faces, and required that the situation be made right, as much as possible? Of course you would have. Because that is what Christians do: They keep the Covenant! And, Marie, consider this, the Scripture does not beat around the bush: Oathbreakers -- those who break Covenant -- do not inherit the Kingdom. Perhaps -- for some of them, at least -- their salvation depends on it."

After another silence, Marie conceded. "Alright, I have heard you. As you suggest, I'll try to explain it to them one more time -- but it's the brief version. Let me sleep on it."

Marie's letter to Michael Whitehead will be posted shortly.

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______PROGRESS REPORT: Wednesday, March 18______

There has been another late night chemical attack -- the fourth in the last six months, which involved the use of an unknown petrochemical, probably not a pesticide.

[Although, as Marie pointed out (not completely in jest), these days its getting harder tell, due to deterioration of the air quality in the Springfield Metro area in recent years. For example, the Air Quality Index today is 75 (Moderate), while yesterday's AQI was 125 (Unhealthy for Sensitive Groups).]

Although Marie was uninjured, it become increasingly clear that First Baptist Church of Bolivar requires assistance.

This is not necessarily a reflection on the leadership abilities of the pastor Rev. Billy Russell. He inherited an unimaginably complex situation, which has no quick or easy answers. Nevertheless, the hatred and anger needlessly stirred up against Marie has become too great an obstacle to overcome within the confines of small-town politics and personalities.

Although Marie believes that the body of Christ can accomplish all things, apparently that does not hold true for the institutional church in a small, (Christian) college town.

We are sincerely sorry that this could not be resolved in more discrete manner.

However, much of the Trinity Contract is an attempt to resolve the harm that Marie's injuries (and the subsequent abuse) has brought into OTHER people's lives and families. Marie is now concerned, though, that bringing attention to their suffering may do more harm to them than good -- and, thereby, making an impossibly bad situation even worse for them.

For this reason, this morning, Marie is contacting the Missouri Baptist Convention and several other authorities to request assistance.

The Packet Pick-up has been SUSPENDED, until it can be supervised by Missouri Baptist Convention officials and Micheal Whitehead's office (the MBC attorney).

The letter to the Missouri Baptist Convention -- in which she explains the situation and asks for immediate action and resolution of the matter during the April 13-14 Missouri Baptist Convention Executive Board Meeting -- will be posted shortly, along with several others.

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_____PROGRESS REPORT CHECKLIST______

Latest Update: Sunday, March 22, 2009 about 10:00 pm
Next Postings over Several Days: Monday - Wednesday, March 23 - 25!

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1. In reinstating the complaint against Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention (see here), Marie has been instructed to initiate a complaint with the National Direct Student Loan (NDSL) authorities concerning the charges of fraud, intimidation, and abuse (see posted details here).

STATUS: PROGRESS MADE - Initial interview complete. Paperwork received. Currently proceeding in the hope of freeing Marie's records by mid-May in time for the Summer Session at her new university.


2. A private letter to Rev. Billy Russell (the pastor of First Baptist Church of Bolivar, Missouri), which initiates the Reconciliation Forum is posted (here).
NEW - An extensive addendum was added to Billy Russell's letter -- CANCELED.

The Packet Pick-up has been SUSPENDED, until it can be supervised by Missouri Baptist Convention officials and Micheal Whitehead's office (the MBC attorney).
The initial letter is posted (here).

STATUS: SUSPENDED UNTIL SUPERVISED by the Missouri Baptist Convention and Micheal Whitehead's office.


3. A letter to Rev. Dr. David Tolliver, Southwest Baptist University alumnus and former Trustee and executive director of the Missouri Baptist Convention, and each member of the Executive Board will be faxed and mailed, then posted late this weekend.

STATUS: IN FULL PROGRESS - Check back Monday.


4. A letter to Rev. Dr. John Marshall, the pastor of Second Baptist Church of Springfield, Missouri and vice president of the Missouri Baptist Convention, will be faxed and mailed, then posted shortly.

STATUS: IN FULL PROGRESS - Check back Monday.

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Thieves and Thugs: NDSL Fraud, Intimidation and Abuse Charged in Complaint Filed against Southwest Baptist University

In reinstating the complaint against Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention (see here), Marie has been instructed to initiate a complaint with the National Direct Student Loan (NDSL) authorities concerning the charges of fraud, intimidation, and abuse.

After carefully considering the recommendation through prayer and consultation with others in her church, Marie initiated the initial interview with the NDSL authorities and received the paperwork – today.

Marie must clear the NDSL loan in order to enroll in her new university for the summer semester and receive health insurance benefits and treatment through the medical clinic, which specifically treats occupational and industrial chemical injuries – including organophosphate and solvent poisoning.

As one elder of Marie’s church said:

Christianity does not give license to steal without consequences and it is obscene that a Christian institution should think that such blasphemous conduct – to steal in the name of Christ -- represents righteous living.

Details to follow later today ... and throughout the week.

A Voice of Welcome and the Packet Pick-Up: March 13, 2009 Letter to Rev. Billy Russell, Pastor of First Baptist Church of Bolivar and SBU Trustee

This letter has been modified for web presentation ... and privacy.
(Comments are in red.)

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Friday, March 13, 2009
From the Desk of Marie O'Hara
Mailing Address: {*}
Bolivar, MO 65613

Pastor Billy Russell (and his wife, Regina)
316 North Main Street
Bolivar, MO 65613
Fax: {*}

Dear Rev. Billy and Regina Russell :

I apologize for the delay in arranging the Reconciliation Forum, as
I had discussed in my two letters (dated March 6, 2009 - here - and
March 11, 2009 - here)

As a differently-abled person, I must rely on others to assist me in a
range of tasks that most people take for granted. In relying on this help,
I must abide by the schedules and limitations of my assistants.

Such was the case last week.

This week, however, I would like to proceed with the coordination of an
electronic Reconciliation Forum, whereby we may address a variety of
issues, particularly related to my letter to First Baptist Church of Bolivar,
Missouri dated November 11, 2007.

[Early next week], I request that you (one or both) retrieve a packet
of materials related to the coordination of the Forum.

[... Instructions given as to location and time to pick up the packet.]

The packet [... will] be clearly marked with your names ... .

There is no need to knock on the door, or to speak to anyone.

However, so that I may have confirmation that you have received the
materials, please sign and leave the enclosed receipt ... .

You have my written permission to be on the premises for this purpose,
though I regret that no one will welcome you.

There will be no dangers from dogs on the grounds.

Both of my dogs were killed as a result of one of the more than a dozen nighttime/early morning pesticide attacks and the consequent illnesses,
including seizures, convulsions, frothing and bleeding lungs.

(For years, these attacks occurred -- like clockwork -- within one or two
days of EVERY occasion that I requested food, utility, energy assistance.)

[For those who asked, THIS is why, since this statement (here) in 1996,
Marie has received no local, state, or federal funds or assistance.

To this day, Marie has received no assistance from a church/
church-related organization, though she asked over a hundred
churches or parachurch organizations for help.]


There are no cats or kittens playing on the porch, who will leap
from their perches to brush against your leg, either.

My outdoor cats were killed by the pesticide attacks – the youngest,
still ill from a previous midnight assault, was apparently stolen out
of the yard, repeatedly run over, mutilated, and thrown over the fence,
for good measure.


I am sorry that you will hear no voice to welcome you.

Even the ducks, who would have quacked an excited, friendly greeting
to you have been silenced: One morning, someone trapped the flock
between the shed and the fence and systematically broke the necks
of more than a dozen of them, heaping them into a neat pile.

And no spring-budding flowers will wave salutations to you, for they
have been constantly trampled and poisoned.

Instead, please accept the greetings of humble voices: the soft song
of the spring birds and the chatter of the squirrels, who are nesting in
the sunlight-reaching trees.

Again, I apologize that I must divert your attention to such a trivial task
as retrieving packages, but few of my helpers will volunteer to enter
the grounds of First Baptist Church of Bolivar – for fear of reprisals
against their families or businesses.

[ .... ]

Thank you sincerely for your assistance in retrieving these materials.


Praying for Your Wisdom, Integrity and Prosperity,

Marie O'Hara


This letter has been modified for web presentation ... and privacy.
(Comments are in red.)

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Economic Reshuffle: FORWARD -- But, Two Steps Forward and ONE Step Back with Reconciliation Forum

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

From the Desk of Marie O’Hara
Mailing Address: {*}
Bolivar, MO 65613

Pastor Billy Russell, Former Pastor Ray Leininger,
and Former Interim Pastor Rodney Reeves,
and the Staff, Trustees, Deacons of the First Baptist Church of Bolivar
316 North Main Street
Bolivar, MO 65613
Fax: {*}

Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ:

For many, the Economic Downturn has caused a considerable reshuffle: forward -- but, TWO steps forward and ONE step back.

In my last fax (dated Friday, March 6, 2009 - see here), I indicated that I would be contacting you by mail regarding a number of issues, including my previous letter dated November 11, 2007.

In that correspondence, I indicated that it was (and remains) my intention to coordinate an electronic Reconciliation Forum – through which we may address these issues.

However, after several years of waiting and praying, I have received confirmation that I will be a “probable candidate” for inclusion in a long-term study on chemical injury, which is cooperatively funded and sponsored by several major universities – including my new university.


In order to qualify for the (fully-paid) medical evaluation, testing, and eventual treatment, I must be relocated by mid-May or early June. Therefore, several matters require my immediate attention.

I regret that I will be unable to complete the preparations for the Reconciliation Forum this week. (I do not multi-task as well as I once did: Unfortunately, the days when I could type one term paper while simultaneously dictating another paper to a friend are long gone.)

However, with the help of friends, the preparation for the Reconciliation Forum is nearing completion. I do not anticipate that the delay will extend over three or four more days, but I request your patience in re-scheduling this Reconciliation Forum for some time next week.

In any event, I will contact you again before Sunday, March 15.

In the interim, I commend to you the beautifully-written Official Kansas State Proclamation by Kansas Governor Kathleen Sibelius, the nominee for head of the Department of Health and Human Services, which reads:

WHEREAS, people of all ages throughout the world have developed illnesses from Toxic Injury; and

WHEREAS, Toxic Injury is often characterized by medical intolerance to very small amounts of air pollution, petrochemicals, and other toxins found in our everyday products and environment; and it can be caused by short-term or chronic exposure to one or more chemicals, frequently pesticides and solvents. There are diagnostic codes readily available for toxic effects of many chemicals found in our everyday environments and surroundings; and


WHEREAS, toxic injury may include multiple, often disabling illnesses and can be life-threatening. It is a chronic debilitating condition for which there is no known cure, causing serious detriments on society; and it is crucial for those suffering with toxic injury to have the support and understanding of their families, friends, and society; and

WHEREAS, the prevalence of these illnesses and the lack of knowledge and qualified doctors warrant further education in this field for the public in general, future as well as practicing doctors, dentist, rescue personnel as well as other healthcare, social service, rehabilitation, housing, architects, HVAC designers and installers, building maintenance and cleaning personnel, school and employer/supervisory persons at schools, workplaces and public facilities and pest control personal; and

WHEREAS, further education is needed in this field for the public in general because the power of knowledge can save precious lives;

NOW, THEREFORE, I, KATHLEEN SEBELIUS, GOVERNOR OF THE STATE OF KANSAS,

Do hereby proclaim May, 2008 as

TOXIC INJURY AWARENESS & EDUCATION MONTH

In Kansas and urge all citizens to join in this observance.

As you may know, former Missouri Governor Matt Blunt -- whose father, Congressman Roy Blunt, and family were members of your congregation -- followed the decade-long tradition among Missouri governors (and a growing majority of other governors) in a similar Proclamation on Illness for Toxic Injury and Chemically-Induced Injury.

(Former Governor Matt Blunt’s Proclamation may be accessed at : http://www.mcsbeaconofhope.com/06_Missouri_Proclamation.htm.)

Again, though it may require a bit of reshuffling, I am looking forward to the Reconciliation Forum this coming week.

Please look for my next letter within the next several days.


Praying for Your Wisdom, Integrity and Prosperity,


Marie O’Hara

Former Southwest Baptist University Trustee, Dr. Tom Elliff, Steps Down from International Mission Board as Senior Vice President

Dr. Tom Elliff -- a Trustee of Southwest Baptist University at the time of Marie's first and second acute pesticide poisonings and later president of the Southern Baptist Convention -- has announced today that he is stepping aside from his role at the International Mission Board.

Dr. Elliff was cited in the yesterday's post (here) -- under Document: SBU: A Sacred Trust What Would Mickey Say, Dr. Elliff (Former Trustee of Southwest Baptist University and President of the Southern Baptist Convention)?!

Did Marie ever receive a response from Dr. Elliff concerning her several inquiries to him?

No. None.

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From the Baptist Press, "Elliff: Economic crisis stimulates faith ":

Posted on Mar 10, 2009 | by Erin Roach NASHVILLE, Tenn. (Baptist Press)--Obedience to God's call does not depend on the state of the economy, Tom Elliff, a former president of the Southern Baptist Convention, said after announcing that he was stepping aside from his role at the International Mission Board.

After serving the past three years as senior vice president for spiritual nurture and church relations, Elliff said he and his wife Jeannie are answering the call to devote the balance of their lives to urging people toward living by faith and in the fullness of the Holy Spirit.

"It has been nothing short of a delicious experience," Elliff said of his time at the IMB. "I can tell you that every minute that we have had with the International Mission Board has been wonderful. Now we are just taking one more step toward the arms of God."

The Elliffs will continue teaching at IMB field personnel orientation sessions to support the work of taking the Gospel to the nations. ...

Through the years, Elliff and his family have walked through some challenges that most would consider quite serious. Earlier in their marriage, while serving as Southern Baptist missionaries in Zimbabwe, Jeannie and the children were in an automobile accident. One of their daughters suffered an injury that caused them to cut short their overseas service and return to the United States.

Other trials include the loss of their possessions twice -- once to a house fire and again to a tornado. Most recently Jeannie underwent surgery for breast cancer.

"As we look back on each of those events and what God taught us about walking with Him and living by faith, it was certainly worth the experience. We wouldn't take anything for what we learned," Elliff said. "He has taught us that He is trustworthy, absolutely trustworthy."

Now as they step out with excitement toward the next phase in life, Elliff said he is eager to share what he and Jeannie have learned about the importance of intimacy with Christ.

"At the heart of discipleship is intimacy with Christ," he said. "That's the arena in which you learn to take God at His word. We are to be living illustrations of the faithfulness of God to everyone who will take Him at His word."

Elliff is concerned with the overly pragmatic approach he sees in many Southern Baptist churches.

"We sometimes opt for the marketing approach at the expense of the mystical, the unfathomable ways of our sovereign God," he said. "If we're not careful, we'll become more interested in filling pews than filling the heart of the man in the pew. ...

See remainder of article (here) ...

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SIDEBAR UPDATES!: "The Power of Knowledge Can Save Precious Lives": HHS Nominee, Kathleen Sebelius

Additions and Updates to Sidebar Information ... (Related information to follow this afternoon, Tuesday.)

We especially appreciate the Proclamation by Health & Human Services Cabinet Nominee and Kansas Governor Kathleen Sebelius (wiki), which annouces TOXIC INJURY AWARENESS & EDUCATION MONTH (here).

Governor Sebelius' Proclamation echos a decade-long tradition among Missouri governors -- including the Official State Proclamation by former Governor Matt Blunt on Illness from Toxic Injury and Chemically-Induced Illness (here).

Katheleen Sebelius' Proclamation reads:

WHEREAS, people of all ages throughout the world have developed illnesses from Toxic Injury; and

WHEREAS,Toxic Injury is often characterized by medical intolerance to very small amounts of air pollution, petrochemicals, and other toxins found in our everyday products and environment; and it can be caused by short-term or chronic exposure to one or more chemicals, frequently pesticides and solvents. There are diagnostic codes readily available for toxic effects of many chemicals found in our everyday environments and surroundings; and

WHEREAS, toxic injury may include multiple, often disabling illnesses and can be life-threatening. It is a chronic debilitating condition for which there is no known cure, causing serious detriments on society; and it is crucial for those suffering with toxic injury to have the support and understanding of their families, friends, and society; and

WHEREAS, the prevalence of these illnesses and the lack of knowledge and qualified doctors warrant further education in this field for the public in general, future as well as practicing doctors, dentist, rescue personnel as well as other health care, social service, rehabilitation, housing, architects, HVAC designers and installers, building maintenance and cleaning personnel, school and employer/supervisory persons at schools, workplaces and public facilities and pest control personal; and

WHEREAS, further education is needed in this field for the public in general because the power of knowledge can save precious lives;

NOW, THEREFORE, I, KATHLEEN SEBELIUS, GOVERNOR OF THE STATE OF KANSAS, do hereby proclaim May, 2008 as

TOXIC INJURY AWARENESS & EDUCATION MONTH

In Kansas and urge all citizens to join in this observance.

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NEW SIDEBAR LINKS AND UPDATES!

• What Happened? Bolivar Herald Free Press Articles
• What Happened? Dr. Gunnar Heuser's Medical Report
• Science: E X T O X N E T - Toxicology Information Briefs: CHOLINESTERASE INHIBITION
• What Happened? Dr. Thomas J. Callender, M.D. Report
• Science: Washington University School of Medicine, St. Louis, MO TOXIC NEUROPATHIES resulting from Organophosphate Pesticides
• What Happened? Dr. Jack Thrasher, PhD (Environmental Toxicology and Immunotoxicology)
• What Happened? Dr. Richard L. Lipsey, Ph.D (Environmental and Pesticide Toxicologist, Entomologist)
• What Happened? Dr. Aubrey Worrell's Motion for Protective Order Affidavit
• Document: The Official State Proclamation by Matt Blunt, the former Missouri Governor, on Illness from Toxic Injury and Chemically-Induced Illness
• Document: Missouri Governor's (Matt Blunt) Council on Disability: Fragrance Free Policy
• NEW! Document: Health & Human Services Cabinet Nominee (Kansas Governor Kathleen Sebelius) Proclamation: TOXIC INJURY AWARENESS & EDUCATION MONTH
• Document: EPA's 2000 National Environmental Justice Advisory Council Passes "Resolution on Multiple Chemical Sensitivity"
• Documents: Letters to Southwest Baptist University Roy Blunt and Letters to and from the North Central Association (SBU's Accrediting Agency)
• Document: Assistance Information - Since this statement, Marie has received no local, state or federal funds or assistance.
• An Excerpt from "So What About the Money?: A Conversation Among Friends"
• Document: SBU: A Sacred Trust What Would Mickey Say, Dr. Elliff (Former Trustee of Southwest Baptist University and President of the Southern Baptist Convention)?!
• Missouri Baptist Convention and Southwest Baptist University Heart of Integrity Questions
• Document: Letter to Director Dr. David Clippard, President Dr. Robert Curtis and the entire Executive Board of the Missouri Baptist Convention October 9, 2002
• Marie is not the ONLY victim of School Pesticide Use (See Marie's listing under Missouri)

Faxed at 12:12pm Friday: Invitation to Reconciliation Forum Offered to Rev. Billy Russell and the First Baptist Church of Bolivar

Faxed to:
First Baptist Church of Bolivar, Missouri on Friday, March 6, 2009 at about 12:15 pm.

From the Desk of Marie O’Hara
Mailing Address: {*}
Bolivar, MO 65613

Pastor Billy Russell, Former Pastor Ray Leininger,
and Former Interim Pastor Rodney Reeves,
and the Staff, Trustees, Deacons of the First Baptist Church of Bolivar
316 North Main Street
Bolivar, MO 65613
Fax: {*}

Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ:

In my last fax (dated Sunday, March 1, 2009), I indicated that I would be contacting you by mail regarding a number of issues, including my previous written letter dated November 11, 2007.

Due to the changing circumstances, I was not able to send that correspondence. However, this past week’s developments have radically altered my scheduling.

At this point, I feel that an abbreviated process is in everyone’s best interest.

Therefore, I would like to invite you to a Reconciliation Forum, which has been established on a private electronic forum – through a church ministry -- which I believe will better serve our purposes in resolving these matters.

By Monday, March 9, 2009, I will be sending you by mail a packet of information, which contains:
1) a letter describing who should participate in this electronic forum,
why, and what I feel we may accomplish by this venue,
2) access information for the electronic forum,
3) a copy of the Pledge of Confidentiality, which I request that all
participants sign before entering the forum.

In order to access this electronic forum, each participant will need to provide me with an active and valid email address and a signed Pledge of Confidentiality.

Regina and/or Billy Russell, this is where I must ask for your assistance: Once the packet has been read, participants have been selected, and the Pledges have been signed, I will ask that you deliver this information and the signed Pledges to a
Bolivar address no later than Thursday, March 12. (Please don’t worry, the street address is in a safe part of town.)

Additionally, I have enclosed a list of seven link references, which will be relevant to our discussions. I request that (only) the pastors (past and present) and the current staff of First Baptist Church of Bolivar become acquainted with these resources.

I thank you for your assistance.

Your attention to this matter would be greatly appreciated, please.


Praying for Your Wisdom, Integrity and Prosperity,


Marie O’Hara

Whole-Hearted Truth: Sowing and Reaping the Harvest at Southwest Baptist University & Missouri Baptist Convention

A message sent by Marie, this morning:

In my last letter/post (see here), I wrote (excuse my rudeness in quoting myself):

This morning, I have begun to pray a new blessing for Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention: that they and their families receive from God -- the God of Justice and Mercy -- the same Mercies that they have shown to me and my family.

If that prayer be a curse and not a blessing, then it is a curse of their own devising.

Some have expressed concern and -- even disbelief -- that I could have purposely written such an "un-Christian" and apparently vindictive statement, which is so against my peace-loving Ana-Baptist heritage and tradition.

I was uncomfortable with this statement, as well.

For the distress this may have caused, I am sincerely sorry, but I will let the statement stand as the Truth it is -- but only a partial truth.

As most know, since the second acute poisoning by organophosphate pesticides on the campus of Southwest Baptist University, I have had only limited use of my hands, due to the neurological damage from the neurotoxins.

To type on a keyboard, I use two fingers (one finger on each hand), rather than the ten-fingered method that I had used since high school.

Certainly, I am grateful to be able to type at all, but the difficulty with this method is that one has to stare at the keyboard while typing and it is easy to lose a word, a phrase, or a thought.

Such was the case when I wrote the letter in question. The original sentence as "written" in my thoughts was:

This morning, I have begun to pray a new blessing for Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention: that THEY MAY UNDERSTAND that they and their families receive from God -- the God of Justice and Mercy -- the same Mercies that they have shown to me and my family.

When I looked up to check my sentence, I realize my error and moved my mouse to begin the correction ... but then I realized that my prayer was already being answered, so I left it as written.

If I alluded to the fact that the harm visited upon me and my family resulting from the negligence and unethical conduct of these officials would be visited upon their families, that they would reap as they had sown, would it startle them into reality and suddenly open their eyes to the Truth?

It was worth a try.

In actuality, though, my prayer continues to be that Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention officials BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND that by sowing and continuing to sow seeds of suffering into my life, they themselves will reap a harvest of destruction in their own lives.

For the Scripture is clear: Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. (Galatians 6:6-8).

It IS the will of God that we reap what we have sown: this is truth ... but only partial Truth.

Does any believer honestly contend that God is so tiny and wicked as to inflict suffering on innocent children or family members -- even if I had "prayed it" upon them (which I did not)?

No, without question, God is not willing that any should perish ... and His judgments are just.

Nonetheless, in seeking the lower road, Southwest Baptist University and Missouri Baptist Convention officials have left us all -- including their own families -- open to assault, open to the realities of this Law of Reaping and the Sown Harvest.

Unfortunately, the present Baptist tradition teaches an extraordinary, self-oriented worldview -- all and everything is for, about, and because of Baptists, particularly the individual and his family.

This philosophy is not based in reality. Simply put: Life does not exist -- and is not lived -- within a vacuum.

There is a Higher Truth at work here: all of us exist as members of a Spiritual Ecology, a system of interlocking and interweaving wonders.

Your actions have consequences in my life; my actions generate consequences for you. Our lives connect, meld, and intermingle with dozens and thousands of others here, throughout the world, and throughout time -- for good or evil.

It is plain to see, perhaps because I know so many more of the details, that this situation is more far-reaching than commonly known, understood, or advertised.

Whereas SBU and MBC officials would like to end this by "ending" me, I understand that this immature reaction will bring harm and disruption to many lives and families -- not merely to me or those close to me.

I hoped that over the last few days, as some reflected on these posted items, those in positions of authority would gained wisdom.

This situation must be Redeemed -- not merely glossed over and forgotten. This is why I have sought Restorative Justice.

We may beseech God to help us to cut down the cruel thorns and dig up the tangle of overgrown weeds, which have already been sown, fertilized, and nurtured by such leaders.

Are we not granted the right and obligation to tend our own gardens: to restore the garden to fruitfulness, transforming our lives into the abundant havens of hope that He intended for us to be as Manifestations of Himself -- the Rose of Sharon, the Healing Balm of Gilead, and the Bread of Life?

It is our duty to tend this garden! Isn't this our purpose?

Isn't this is why we, as people, a Christian people, are here: to reclaim and restore the fallen, to uphold the innocent, to strive for Wisdom and Justice, and to love the Lord our God with our whole hearts ... and our neighbors as ourselves?

None of us are yet perfected, but we must strive toward that perfection: we must grow. This is not accomplished by standing in a dank forest of thorns trees .. and eating the poisonous fruit.

We must hack down strangling stronghold of thorn thickets and open the Darkness to the Light.

For many years, I viewed these officials and clergy with a child's eyes, as if they were in some ways like parents -- beyond criticism or righteous judgment.

Now, they sometimes appear to be children themselves -- unwilling to climb up into the highchair and taste of the Meat, choosing instead to sit in dirty diapers on the filthy floor, while hurling grubby mashed potatoes and peas at their siblings.

Even among those who are willing to mature, their behavior is inconsistent: vacillating between vicious and intransigent bullying, as they snarl like frightened, rabid animals, and simpering and mystifying instability, as they swoon, like moon-eyed school girls, over their latest organizational savior and man-crush.

It's become difficult to take them seriously, or to see them as speaking for The Lord God.

Yet, God has spoken even through a donkey. And have I not been, at times, as stubborn and frightened as they?

Nonetheless, this is why I feel it is best to simplify and shorten this Restorative Justice Process.

While others options remain available, I have written four pastors (Billy Russell, Ray Leininger, Rodney Reeves, and Gary Ankrom) to request that they act as mediators in completing this Restorative Justice Process in a private forum by this Easter.

I am proceeding with other options, however, in the event that I cannot secure a tenable commitment from these pastors by Sunday, March 14.

Details will be posted on regular basis over the next several days.

Roy Blunt (Former CEO/Trustee of Southwest Baptist University, Current Congressman) and His New Healthcare Vision for American Families

Congressman Roy Blunt (R-7th District of Missouri) has entered the 2010 Senate race to replace Senator "Kit" Bond, who announced his retirement last month. (Democrat Robin Carnahan has announced she will run for the vacancy, as well.)

In his response to President Obama's Address this week, Roy Blunt cited healthcare as one of his own primary concerns in his role as chairman of the House health care task force:

WASHINGTON, Feb. 25 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- Missouri Congressman Roy Blunt tonight issued the following statement after President Barack Obama's first address to Congress:

"President Obama's first address was a historic milestone for our nation and his presidency.

"I couldn't agree more with his assessment that while our country is facing great challenges, we also have the opportunity for great successes. On the issue of health care, President Obama and I share the common goal of creating a system that is more affordable and more available to all Americans. I have and will continue to reach out to his Administration in my role as chairman of the House health care task force. The solution is not a government-run system that would ration our health care options but a plan that puts Americans in control by focusing on the patient-doctor relationship. ...

See remainder of the press release (here).

This week, a new blog will be opening, which will demonstrate Congressman Roy Blunt's vision for American families and American healthcare -- citing examples from his long-term healthcare policies and procedures instituted while Roy Blunt was president and CEO of Southwest Baptist Univeristy in Bolivar, Missouri.

Web videos, commercials, and other resources will be made available for distribution.

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Update! A Point in Pain: Sociopathic Incompetence and Apathy at Southwest Baptist University & Missouri Baptist Convention

UPDATE!

The letter to the Higher Learning Commission (referenced below) will be posted this weekend, along with a letter to Rev. Billy Russell, the pastor of First Baptist Church of Bolivar.

Some have requested information on the death of Marie's widowed sister, Teresa (also referenced below), which may be located in the archives.

In the Spring of 2007, after several years of anticipation and planning, Marie and her sister, Teresa, and family were making plans to move together to Montana.

Teresa had already visited their new hometown, put money down on a rental apartment in Montana, secured a good job as a nursing assistant at a local hospital, and found a church ... when, in March 2007, she was diagnosed with kidney cancer.

Teresa underwent surgery within the week, but had a heart attack and "died" while on the operating table, though she was revived.

Based on the severity of Marie's disability, the court denied her sister, Marie, guardianship over her sister's care.

As a result, Teresa was placed under Medicare, denied rehabilitation, and slowly starved to death.

Likewise, due to her disability, Marie was denied guardianship over the four children, Marie's niece and three nephews.

[In 1996, a fifth child, the oldest son, Chon Chon (Ascension, Jr.), was killed by a drunk driver -- along with Teresa's husband, the father of all of the siblings. The two remaining older boys survived the crash -- at least physically.]

As far as Marie knows, the two youngest children are in foster care and she has some limited communication with her niece. She has not heard from the two older nephews, who were left homeless after the foreclosure of the family's farm.

For the Archive of this: Scroll down to the March 5, 2007 entry and work back up to June 5, 2007. It's in a backwards jumble, but none of us has had the heart to reread and reorder the posts by date. (here).

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A POINT IN PAIN
(posted Friday, February 27, 2007)

When asked why she had apparently changed course (see "Re-formation" here and "Confirmation" here), Marie replied, this morning:

Again, I was torn last night by nightmares of my sister's suffering and death ... and my own hot tears upon waking only worsened the torment that I could not be there to defend her from the abuse, to wipe away her tears and to hold her as she died.

And, I can not even think of her remaining four children -- who have been orphaned, torn apart and thrown into the foster care system, or onto the streets -- without being consumed with grief and despair.

My own pain was one thing, but there comes a point in pain when the truth about Southwest Baptist University needs to be told, the truth about how my family has been savaged and destroyed by my experience at Southwest Baptist University.

Others families need to be warned.

Reasonable people, I believe, will quickly reach a simple conclusion: Given their record of sociopathic organizational incompetence, is Southwest Baptist University even qualified to provide academic services?

This is not a personal vendetta; it is irrelevant to me how the change of leadership is brought about -- whether by a change in philosophies, procedures, and policies, or by a change in personnel.

It is not enough to wave a wand over the ego-ridden incompetence and arrogance of decades of abuses and claim it is now "under the blood."

Such self-serving nonsense is madness and blasphemy, which diminishes Christianity and Baptist principles to no more than the egoistic ravings of a wanton blood cult.

It can't go on.

This needs to be addressed in a mature and orderly fashion.

Southwest Baptist University has seen my medical records; they know that my condition is permanent and most likely terminal.

Beyond that, they know that it is simply a matter of time -- without the extraordinary and specific medical intervention, such as that care which is available at my new university, which is currently researching and treating organophosphate and solvent poisoning.

Further, they know that the medical degeneration process can be (and certainly been) hastened by the petty tyrannies and the privation, which have been unscrupulously and viciously imposed for years.

It is only the miraculous Grace of God and the harrowing sacrifice of friends and family that, as a result of those privations, I have not already perished.

And, yes, be assured that when I do finally succumb to their abuses, they will slander me all the more heartily and gleefully when I can't defend myself.

If I must die for their sins, at least I want the comfort that others will not suffer from their madness.

This morning, I have begun to pray a new blessing for Southwest Baptist University and the Missouri Baptist Convention: that they and their families receive from God -- the God of Justice and Mercy -- the same Mercies that they have shown to me and my family.

If that prayer be a curse and not a blessing, then it is a curse of their own devising.

What Southwest Baptist University and their allies have done, what they have BECOME, is not "alright"; it was not -- and IS not -- an "accident."

Some reasonable and moral authority needs to address this: that is why I am asking for the intervention of the Higher Learning Commission, which is SBU's accreditation authority.

The letter to the Higher Learning Commission will be posted shortly, along with a letter to Rev. Billy Russell.

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